And time passed

So I figured I should update about somethings so that none of you get suprised by the random things that happen in my life.... if anyone is still reading blogs and such anymore. AIM is still the best way to contact me, and I am able to do the text message thing on my phone if anyone needs to know.

so to pick up where I left off.....I went to the doctors the weekend of the 8th it was "fun" I got a few different kinds of drugs as well as some nice exercises that I'm supposed to do for a little bit until I go back and see her again. it was kind of fun because I've never had x-rays done before so we'll see how much that warped my insides later in life. I thought the whole x-ray experience thing was funny because for their x-ray machine they were using apparently my torso was too long to get an accurate picture of my whole spine so they had to take two pictures of the same thing. made me giggle.


and after that I did nothing but sleep and walk around groggy and unresponsive to the world.... it sucked, and I realized that it was the muscle relaxants that they had me on, so I decided that they are not to be taken unless I am having a lot of problems and can't deal with it anymore. that took me up till about wednesday, and then I kind of justs willed myself to get through to the weekend. I wish that I had been able to save some energy for that weekend (which was hell on wheels).

I now have a job with upward bound this summer, it's going to be fun.

My back is really not any better then what it was and I have tried not to do anything with it....but well you know shit happens. Seth actually told me (over my vacation last week) that I need to build up my back muscles and he gave me these other stretches and workout things to do, so this will be interesting.

I have decided that I really am going to try and loose weight and workout. personal choice, I'm just sick of being fat and out of shape, and now that the weather is good I can go running outside. and I should get some tone and whatnot, so I'm kind of excited and resolved to do this.

I'm taking a practice GRE the morning of the 26th I got one of those study book.... I feel like the most stupid person EVER! it's going to be an interesting experience. oh well at least it's free so I can get a feel for the test.

I feel like there is nothing but work left for me in life right now. it's really taxing, if I don't have school stuff to do then i have CA things to do and I feel like no matter what I do I don't have any social life what so ever anymore. sorry for the bitch, I'm sure everyone is feeling like that right now in the home stretch, it's just that the end is so near that I can almost taste it it's aggravating.

I realize that this is an over view of life it's not saying much about things that are going on personally, but I don't feel that this is the appropriate forum for my personal issues at this time so for now I'm just going to leave it at this.