I wanted my first post back to be happy but...

meg and I were watching Howl's moving castle at like 8:30 tonight and then we were going to watch Rent...which I bought today. when there is a big thud against our door like someone crashed into it and then there was a knock at the door... and Leo was sitting on the floor in the hallway (leo is a guy that we know how used to live in the second floor quad...he now lives down the hall) we talked to him for a few minutes but we couldn't get him to go back to his room... so meg IMed Ria and she came down and helped us move him down the hall... ( we didnt want to force him to go because we didn;t know what kind of a drunk he was...but I have never seen anyone so tanked in my life)

and then we helped him back to his room and he fellover and crashed his head into the desk because no one was there to catch him and then when we were trying to get him up into bed he fell and smashed his head into the windowsill

and then he went to lie in bed and then eventually after like a half an hour he fell asleep ( I was gone by that time) I meant to tell tyler not to let him fall asleep for a while, but I didn't. Ria stayed with leo's roommate tyler and then meg went over to check on him later and then donna came down (ria's roomie) and said that the way it was described to her she thought that he had alchahol poisioning. so we went down. and he was out just snoring and stuff... well donna left after like 10 minutes and thought that we should probably take him to the hospital. But we didn't (which is the stupidest thing ever... DONT DO IT...IF YOU THINK THE GUY SHOULD GO TO THE HOSPITAL CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE!!!!) we started trying to get him to wake up and we thought that we could get him to at least puke then we wouldn't worry about him. we tried for almost 20 minutes to wake him up. and finally I said to tyler that he needed to get some help... so tyler went off to find a CA and ria and I were in the room alone and we were gettin all nervous about everything because he had to go and like search for what felt like 15 minutes for Kristal... it was awefull... because then Becky (another CA) came in and she was having trouble getting some readings (she's an EMT) and she said that he was having trouble breathing, and that was really when I started to feel sick.

to make a longer story short they called the Ambulance and Michelle. and Leo is in the hospital and at the very least they are going to pump his stomach and that'll be it for the medical shit but I'm not sure about the rest.

I just feel bad because I thought that we should have taken him right after he hit his head but I just didn;t say anything. I feel terrible...this is just so awefull I can't sleep... this is the worst... theres nothing else I can say.

If he turns out ok...I'm going to wring his god damn neck!!!!! but if not I'm going to feel like the worst piece of shit ever.

I need to go think about something else right now..
later